November 28, 2003
Mobile
I've got this song stuck in my head--
Everything's changing when I turn around
I'm out of my control
I'm a mobile
Everything's changing when I turn around
I'm out of my control
I'm a mobile
When you think about it, it's true. Everything is changing in my teenage years so far. My homework's piling up, my friends keep going on hot-and-cold, and my moods go up and down. Emotions are everywhere; I can't escape it. Sometimes it feels like I'm being squeezed into a tight corner and am about to get crushed.
And just as I'm about to die, God comes right there, saving me, pushing all of that stuff away. I can breathe again; I'm okay. But I still think that my life is over and I was just lucky. And there I am in that corner ready to die, and God saves me again. And again. And again.
So maybe it's not all about emotion and growing up into an adult. It's also about trusting God, no matter what comes your way. And also trusting your friends, because from what I've experienced, if you have really good friends, you'll be okay.
Guess what? I'm getting my hair straightened forever!! *smiles* In case you don't know, it's naturally curly. I just got done straightening it. And I'm getting sick of straightening it every day, and it's still not straight enough and hair sticks up, so now it'll be permanent. Until it grows back that is. But that's not all, I'm getting blonde streaks! I'll look so good once it's done; I wonder what all the guys will say.
Aaaaghhhhhh, why is all I think about GUYS?!? Who cares?? I don't know any hot ones personally, anyway.
Stupid, stupid, stupid...
wait4you at 1:11 p.m.
